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Phoenix MoonMist

​They killed her.

She was so lively,
questioning everything.
What's this word?
What is that? How does this work?
Romping in a T-shirt and loose pants, with tousled hair,
she races ahead of me,
all smiles and curiosity.

A year later.

She sits subdued by herself
in a corner,
not a single word.
She approaches me when we are alone
and wants to talk about books
(my favorite topic).
She confesses,
she was rebuked for reading too much:
"Stop filling your head with nonsense!"

I'm shocked.
So, she sits there in a clean trim blouse,
hair combed into a neat ponytail,
traces of cosmetics on her face,
and no longer smiles.

They've made a lady out of her.

I mourn.

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DeviantArt: abagil

​Invisible:
Noticed only when petals swirl, dancing a lively waltz;
Giving chase, lifting a lady's skirt, or snatching a hat with fluttering ribbons;
Rustling the leaves in the trees;
Carrying birds overseas,
Above the sailing clouds.
Although I cruise through the crowds,
They do not see me.
I simply glide and wind in between,
neatly.
Yet, I moan and I groan,
howling my discontent.
Deep down, I lament
My unfulfilled dream:
Longing to be known,
Wishing to be seen.

Sunflower

n'existe pas
rien
c'est moi
mien
mine
erased
every
trace
effaced

ousted
from existence
stamped out
with no resistance
a complete obliteration
of my entire nation
as if i'm a contagion
warranting invasion

i've been gutted out
and made empty
lied about
don't tempt me
my patience is at an end
i can no longer pretend
to blend in
being myself should not portend
a sin
pushed aside
i swallow my pride
i do not wish to remain
unsatisfied
but i can only take it all in stride

in case anyone asks
what's behind the mask?
nothing
i'm not here

Via Negativa · How to Disappear Completely
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